^-^

2009-11-16T04:24:00.001-08:00

Ok. im back. for awhile....

What has been happening........

Buffet at Kumpong Glam and a few pictures....

Watched 2012......... Nice movie, awesome graphics, decent story.

Work started today........ Was sent to the ladies shoe department... yippee? lols... was the only guy sales assossicate there.... there is another guy there, but he doesnt really sells the shoes. The women there were nice ppls, showing me about, telling me some hints...... orh well. I somehow like going behind to the storehouse and taking out the shoes.... it's kinda fun to find them and look for the colour....size...... though sometimes theres abit of pressure.... wonder if i can handle weekends....

Btw, it's at OG, at Orchicd.

2009-11-06T09:46:00.000-08:00

wow... today was long....

went for a job interview at metro... $900 per mth.... 6days a week and 8 hours a day.... hmm.... well.. in any case.. went home by myself even though my parents fetched me there... took an MRT to tamp and played arcade before going home... come on.. just 1 token eh? though it did... last me quite long....

after that.... play dota dota dota...... then XingYong, Daimen, Ronald and Jonathan came over.... xingyong and me continued dota... while the rest went for a jog.... after that..... met Ezra for poool.,....... until now.... 1.49am... Oh hi yo. lols. off to sleep.

2009-11-04T03:30:00.000-08:00

exams are over. (left MCQ)

time to destress with some de motivational posters! (from my friend)

Off to gaming. do not disturb.

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Edit : ughh man.. i think im growing fat... gotta go to the gym.... pfft. waste time sia..

Extras.... I Love that cat that always visits my school everyday!! Spent 5mins sitting down with the cat snuggling between my legs. XD of to manga. "Until Death Do Us Part" should u be kaypo and ask what im reading now.

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2009-09-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

Grad day today... Nthing much.. ODST IS OUT!!!!

Wooo!! Cant wait to play this... Blazblue too. Ughhh.... Haloooo...... lol..

Grad day was kinda boring... only thing that interest me was the fact that one of my friend, female, i mean.. they do these kinds of stuffs, all the thank you notes all compiled into 1 note lol. Anyways, I do NOT understand why i am the "boyfriend" of that girl. == i only follow her to take the same bus ONCE EVERY NOW AND THEN! I dont even follow her home... not like i walk her home or what... uh... orh well..

Lots of ploy courses. only 2 i am interested in... crap. Interior Design and environmental design..lol.. Hey tricia. your sch no design course de. = /

...

2009-09-19T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today was nice... left home at about 5.50pm to meet jordan.... also samuel. jordan is just for the discount for the movie tickets XD.

But the bottemline is I PLAYED BlazBlue!! WOOO... COULD USE DISTORTION FINISH!~ lol... after that got alot of better players come and pwn me... lol.. at least it was a 2-1 always.. hahha.... uhhhh now my wallet has more tokens then b4.... from 2 -> 5... great.

a nice story

2009-09-14T07:09:00.001-07:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. The father gave the child a bag of nails and told him that every time that he loses his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the child had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered that it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came wen the child didn't lose his temper at all.

He told the father about it, and the father suggested that the child pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed, and the young child was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took the child by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my child, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife into a person and draw it out. It don't matter how many times you say "I'M SORRY", the wound is still there. A verbal wound is just as bad as a physical one".

Sickk.

2009-09-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

felt like shit early morning at 4+..

Vomited at 5.

Felt like shit for the rest of the day.

Crap.

2009-08-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

lol got this on a facebook quiz.

Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Think forward. Unique. Brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Doesn't appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.

Sooo... kinda true. lol.

Woahh.... Dnt frenzy... today 8 then leave sch... yesterday went back to sch, the day b4 also went back to sch... friday also stay until quite late... woah................ Tmr deadline..... Oral sucked like crap... Die la... X.X

Urghhhh....

2009-08-17T06:09:00.003-07:00

Uhh... Pile... Well... Duhh.....

Dnt work due on 26... Science Tests, English Mock ... Uhhhh..... Rushing my Dnt when tmr got science test... Great.... On top of that, i need to brush up my A-maths... Noot good.. Gonna die of Happiness... Am i gooonnaa get stressed? i hope so.. ==. Where are all my feelings when i truly need them most.. X.X

Uhh... Manga is nice... AI YORI AOSHI.. Not bad.. hope it would be nice afterwards.. What else..... A lot of newly released anime! UGH! NO TIME TO WATCH!... Ugh... my 2 Ep of Hayate No Gotoko season2... My 1 ep of Princess Lover... my 10 ep of Suzumiya Haruhi No Yuuutsu.. ughhh......

Something weird too, 1st, weird scratch marks on my hand not too long ago... and now a rather deep cut on my toe... Where are they coming from?!

Urghhhh....

2009-08-17T06:09:00.001-07:00

hmm.

2009-07-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

Urgh.... O-levels coming... and im still like what? Manga Manga Manga.. Read finished a rather nice manga; Happy World!. Ending was... ok bah... typical.

Uh... 2.4 run.. Ran like Shit. And no surprisingly, felt like shit after the run... 13mins leh! i was usually doing what? 17?...

Sigh... feel soo sad... no one outside to study with liao... urgh... ==

Soo bored... let me find a pic from happy world eh? Urghh... not even 1 submission.. sad. life sucks.. X.X..

Bored.... bored.. uh.. *dies..* im sure everyone wanted that. At least a few happy ppl..

2009-07-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

I'm like a ghost
I'll be living in a dirt room
Waiting for the day to be closer
To the window when you're home
I'll be standing by your back door
Reaching for the knife in my coat
I'm going to put it to your throat
Sweaty piggy, you're a bad man
What a fucking sad way to go
Your mother raised you as a joke
I should have wiped away a burden
Use the curtain in the kitchen to choke
You

You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When see what I do to you
Look what I do to you

Oh god then you awoke
You started screaming through the duct tape
Don't ever think I'm letting you go
I'm busy digging you a hole
Now you'll be living in a dirt room
Breathing through the straw of your own
Come on
I really think that this is fun for the money
I'll make it comfy for the time wasted making you rich
I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey
Then take a picture for the cover of our album!

You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When see what I do to you

You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You think you'll use me
But I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When see what I do to you

And now I see you, oh
'Cause your back's against the wall
And finally you're mine
You're mine

You think you own me
You should have known me
You took the future and the food off my family's plate
You think you'll use me
I'm stronger than you
You take my money, but it's useless
When see what I do to you

I really think that this is fun for the money
We'll make you comfy for the time wasted making you rich
I want to cover you in ants, bees and honey
Then take a picture for the cover of our album!
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Nice lovely twisted song. All thanks to Diana... Haha lazy me...

2009-07-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

Well........ alot have happened, for starters, i am now having 3 tuitions, 1 for my physics and chem, another for english and amaths as usual... Been helping me alot, im sure of it... O-level huh.. Hope i would get a decent grade. 13? haha..

Well, im now so called under-taking a project by my friend, Terrain Editing. Haha, i now have a title! Terrain Editer!~ lol! Haha.. been doing well so far.. Have my good ideas and also some major bad ideas. =X orh well, everyone has to start right? No one starts out professional..

Now, i school, everyone's going drums! lol saddly, im the odd one, guitar for me though.. after Os. O.O

Haha new song asap.. boring liao this one, i got a nice song in mind, some ppl wont like it.

Sickk.

2009-07-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Ughh... Sick.

Had a headache thoughout school on Friday.. lolx. 1st time i got headache. Maybe i did have one before but im sure i have forgotten. haha. Got flu at the end of the day on Friday. On Saturday, the full force of my flu, headache, cough, fever (38 degree) and blocked nose. Wow.

And yesterday, my cousins came for a BBQ till about 9pm and we went prawn fishing. Yes Prawn, they are huge.. I got a bite almost instantly, and fished out a prawn within the 1st minute. But, saddly, that was the 1st and my last prawn i fished for the day for the entire 3 hours.. == I mean, i thought it was easy after catching one! Ended up, maybe that 1st prawn was to give me face lol. i have like, 1 catch and maybe 10+ escape? lol. sad me then. Ugh.. Blocked nose is killing me. Why didnt i get H1N1 lol. the can go hospital.. Too bad then.

Heh..

2009-06-30T02:38:00.001-07:00

Woah. Heh

Well.. alot has happened since my last post. well of course.
What made u this way?
Once, me, Samuel, Daimen, XingYong, WenXi, JieXin, Ronald went ice skating at Kalang. Havent lost any talents in skating! Well as if i had any to start of with, but somehow i can rollerblade and ice skate quite ok even when i did it for the 1st time. lol. Maybe i have a natural sense of balance? =X. We went to the arcade then, haha loved the chac on top. Imba guy. His attacks are strong and has the ability to counter attacks. heres a link to see his ulitmate move =P ( Coolest Move Ever!~ sam and i are arguing about whose chac has nice moves ) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkPIMjnvWzA
Am i reading things?
I forgot other days but basically, my holidays was usually at home stuck at the comp reading manga. Juz Finished Mahou Sensi Negima. Good, and waiting for next issue. lol.. Waiting for quite abit of manga to release, kissxsis, girls sarusDX, mahou sensi negima, naruto, bleach.. lolx.
i mean.. u arent who u were b4 lol.
Recently my classmates and i went to watch transformer2: Revenge of the Fallen. Hmm. i think like the review my friends were saying about it, i would rate it 1/5 too. i mean, megen fox was hot, the robots were all out cool but really, the story i so predictable, so is the action. non-stop lol.. Well thats besides the point. I also won 2 games of pool with daimen and xingyong! lol! And to think that all the random shots i took actually proved useful as i always strike some random ball in. XD. haha. The game with Daimen, where both of us were aimming for the black ball, i luckily shot the black ball randomly and i went to the other end and back to the btm corner hah..
Ppl may change, but please not too much..
Orh well, not a very nice post eh? hahah boring me lolol =X.
I liked the old you = / she was whom i respected most.

misused.

2009-06-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

The touch that does nothing but hurt everyone, everywhere without mercy.
Sadly... life goes on. Nothing has ever gone just the way i like it. im always the one not doing and getting destroyed. Would anyone care if i just disappeared for the day? or maybe would anyone care if i got killed by an accident? Would there be anyone there on my funeral.. Or would there even be one... i guess no one cares. Just like the old days huh? alone... without anyone. Some may say best friends will help you, but there are times, best friends cannot always be there. My heart, always missing and at the wrong place at the wrong time, never waiting nor seeking. Whats wrong with me... maybe im just a freak i always tell myself. just a freak, nothing more, nothing less. Why do i always give Everyone a chance? a chance to help themselves with me and my abilities. Scared and indecisive.... Sigh. I have never really commimted bad things in my life.. what made me deserve this? In Christianity, i have nvr done anything bad, forgiven everyone that were enemys to me. Some goes to Buddhism no bad things, no gurdges... What made my life suck!?
Orh well, no more, always the one sad. lol. = / what to do.. what to do.... orh well.

Bored....

2009-05-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

Sigh.. Bored... Very Very Very bored...

Nothing to do.... O-level's coming but im still here wondering on what to do when both animeseason and otaku-streamers are not working............ Bored.... Watched finished Zero No Tsukima too... = /.. My girls saurus also read finish liao.... Sooo nice... Girls Saurus!~ lol... Nice, sick and preverted manga.. Haha... Urgh... Boredom!

Arghh.... Sigh.... ~~~~

Good days

2009-05-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

Well.. Exams are over, of course its good days.

Reading a nice manga now, Girls Saurus.. Nice..

Today was great. Went to school with almost nothing. haha. just my Dnt. Had 4 free period b4 recess.... after.... had 2 recess period... so skipped english.. then ss teacher nvr come... 2 more period... then like magic, my Dnt teacher didnt come too.... soooo... Free day? lol... Lucky eh.. Maybe..?

After school, went to eat Botak Jones.. It Was Good.! Dom asked me to mix their chili and mustard.. it was good, BUT i also added Tartar sauce into it. and i was 9/10. And that was before i added the lemon from my Fish'n'Chips.. i was so full... i just skipped dinner... = /... later fat how.? = /

New song. I like it alot.

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Baptised with a perfect name
The doubting one by heart
Alone without himself

War between him and the day
Need someone to blame
In the end, little he can do alone

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart-
the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Apart from the wandering pack
In this brief flight of time
we reach For the ones who ever dare

You believe but what you see
You receive but what you give

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart-
the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart-
the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Reachin', searchin' for something untouched
Hearing voices of the Never-Fading callin'
Callin'...Callin'

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart-
the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak

Caress the one, the Never-Fading rain in your heart
[caress the one]- the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
[Rain]
In a land of the daybreak...day-Break!.

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Haha.. love it. too bad the song ends in a sudden stop. = / Most nice songs ends like that.

Sad.... , like always..

= /

2009-05-21T03:43:00.000-07:00

BIG DADDY! and little sister just behind his right leg.

= / hmm.. Sorry about not posting anything...

Cause exams are over and well, playing alot. Haha. Everyday, coming back just to play dota.... Well, cant be helped... Old habits die hard. Though now im watching anime while re-playing Ninja RPG. Haha. old game i used to like. Browser game though.... Already watch some animes already, like Zero no Tsukaima and Maria Holic.. Watching 2nd season of the Zero no Tsukaima. Haha...
im scared... what if i get dumped again... seems to be the problem with me.... unreliable, unrealistic, lazy... who the hell would like me once they know my true nature... sigh
Now, starting a new game. BioShock. Seemed nice, but the game's abit laggy, cant aim much of the mob's head and the mobs jump about very quickly and do quite a significent damage. = / Wondering how am i to take on the Big Daddy... Just like the one below... needa hunt the little sisters =X... Haha. so cute. Sigh.

orh

2009-05-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

Back!

Nothing much happened recently,.... only that on Thursday, a group of 11 of us went to the Singapore Flyer to celebrate our friend's B-day. It was fun. Though the flyer was boring.. Pictures taken from all corners.. Pics in Facebook, but not sure if u guys can see.. haha. Went home at about 12.

Next day, woke up at 11... Ate and met up with XingYong to go gym.. Nazmi meet us there. Stayed there for 2hours ++. Arm still hurts now.. = /. After that went to play Guitar Hero~! Playing Guitar "hard" mode liao... Sooon Expert~! Woo!~

Arhhh..... Bored.... To kill boredom, i shall find pics of animes i watched before!~

Clannad~~
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Hayate No Goto~! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HellSing~!
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ToraDora~!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

A nice quote my cousin sent me quite awhile ago.

Whatever you give a women, she will make greater. If u give her a sperm, she will give you a baby. If u have a house, she will give u a home. If u give her groceries, she will give you a meal. She multiples and enlarges whats given to her. So, if u give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.
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Lol... haha. End.~

Sigh.. Maybe its also better... im sure if i had a gf, i may screw up dates or stuffs like that.. maybe some other time.. yea.. maybe. if u are still available then..

B-day celebration

2009-04-19T03:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was good.. Really good.

Woke up at 8.30am for tuition, which ended at about 11.45am. Went home, had lunch, changed and went to tampines interchange to meet XingYong, B-day boy. After meeting everyone up at about almost 2, we left for outrum park.. Met lu ao there. So... Me, Samuel, Bryon, Augustin, XingYong, Ezra, Shu Shan, Sangy, Dominic, Ronald, Bryan and Lu Ao. 12. Went to Sentosa, played monket due to the lack of courts for Volleyball. After that, the rest of them had a swim. I didnt went in as i didnt bring extra clothes. Haha. Then, when it was dark and we burried Lu Ao, we played our Beach Volleyball at 7pm...

Well.. funny thing, most of us didnt had lunch and we didnt eat till about 12... Haha, couldnt decide on what to eat at Vivo.. ended up going town to eat Billy Bombers... They have really good food. I had the Lamb Shank... Sauce was 10/10. Lol... Everyone went home in taxi because of the time.. Ahaha. Really had fun... If only everyday was like this. Orh.. and the total bill was $215. The tax was like.. 14.xx and service charge was... 18.xx... Zzz. Take about With that Money, we could have bought 2 more Meal! !! Rip! Also, Ezra, Augustin and Bryan bought a nice green shirt for XingYong. Its reads " I Make Good Babies". Hahax. GooD TimeS.

hello.

2009-04-16T03:38:00.000-07:00

Well.. So much for not posting.

Well, Bryon's back, watched a movie with him. Watched "Knowing". Good movie, but sadly bad ending. Haha. maybe it's nice but it's tooo... fantasy.. Haha.

Days were fun with all my friends about and running, laughing at jokes here and there... New term we made, SIP. And i dont think i want to explain further due to the fact that most of the readers are females... = /. Not an insult though. So.. Dont bother to ask me, i wont say it.

Today, after MT, or slacking period, while me and aug were climbing up the stairs, WOW. BLOOD EVERYWHERE. Some loser punched the glass window and when he pulled his arm out, a glass shard ripped his wrist. Talk about Emo to a whole new level. But then, the story was from my friend, true or not, i will not know.. Dam i love my MT classes.. Its also movie time. Haha, watching movie on my friend's Ipod. So far, watched jumper already. Now watching 28weeks later.

Well, as shown on my msn, back on anime. Watched already quite abit. A short list, Special A (Typical love anime, Clannad after story (Really really touching show.. though the ending is kindda.. werid..), Hatate No Gotogo OVA (Nice random show)..

New Song..~~~ Has deep meanings =P

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Bridge)

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
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Days.

2009-03-31T05:57:00.000-07:00

Well today was fun, but 1st, More FUN~

If you get more than 30,
I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20,
you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap..

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 2
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] snow

total so far: 2
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

total so far: 4
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

total so far: 7
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood

total: 8

Haha. I'm afraid of 8 out of 72 common fears... Fearless~~
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Well, today sports day, woke up at 6. Waited for sam to meet up and go TP... Walked around.. Events started.... Had a "War" with sec4. Bombing each other only... Shouted till my throat was sore.. After that, had a run... made my leg hurt.. somehow..

After that, ate with XingYong, Augustin, Dominic, Matt, Ron, Sam, Shu Shan and Sangy at Aston.. Fun... Decided to go ron's hse. Had fun there, swiming~~ Played Gears Of War 2 there, Chain sawing People... Swam.. Made my leg worse..

After that, went out with Mr Kar Leong, my PDP teacher. Will post most of the pictures as soon as the picture comes up in Facebook~~ =P.. Argh... Leg.... Aches...

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2009-03-30T04:41:00.001-07:00

~Kitty~

Sports Day tmr... So.. Psp to school..
Nothing Interesting happening in my life.. as usualllll.
Pink Class T-shirt..

Maybe the most interesting thing thats happening now is that im downloading Red alert 3..

Tanya~
Lol.. liked Red Alert 2 alot.. Saddist killer.. Heh..
It took dom 10hrs to download it.. = / yay~!

School.

2009-03-25T00:01:00.001-07:00

Wow.. today's school was so fun..

A note from Tricia..

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No.. I dont think so, but im sure alot of people are also named Zhenghan..

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Er.. About.. July 2008 i think.. around there.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yes. this is stupid..

4. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND? IF NO, WOULD YOU WANT ONE?
No, though yes i would want one... Being alone sucks.. Full time..

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
That depends if Me likes the Other Me.

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
It's a part of my life..

7. HOW DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE IN A COUPLE OF YEARS?
Couple?... Er.. With someone i love and hopefully in a Uni?

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
That depends on who was with me, though i would do my best to ignore my fears.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
None. I have no preference in food.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No, i tied them lose.

11. WOULD YOU MOVE AGAIN?
Huh...? move what? My body? Im moving my fingers...

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
The way their body looks like..

13. RED OR PINK?
Both.

14. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Shy bah..

15. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Loving somebody.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My friends when they are not around.. though.. there are special people..

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Not really..

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
Black pants and barefooted. Who the hell wears shoes at home...

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Bounce - The Cab

20. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
People that dun understand where they stand. Like freaking fat asses that they think they are some big gangster..

21. FAVORITE SMELL?
Er... Sweet things.?

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE
My mom juz called me.. = /

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Of course. 16 years best friend.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
None.

25. HAIR COLOR?
Im still schooling at the secondary level, i would like to see other colour in my school

26. EYE COLOR?
I got no idea.. Wanna help me see?

27. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAJOR REGRETS?
Not yet..

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
Like i said, no preference

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Er.. prob happy endings

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED, AND WITH WHOM?
Eagle eyes, Sam and Bryon

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Nothing..

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter..

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs and kisses.

34. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Respond to what? Pain?

35. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Like i said, to what? Respond to nothing?

36. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Breaking Dawn.

37. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
My mouse?

38. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Didnt watch TV then.

39.WHAT LITTLE THING(S) MAKE(S) YOU HAPPY?
People who helps me in anyway

40. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Er.. Rolling stones on beatles? XD hahax neither.

41. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Shanghai

42. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I got no idea.

43 WHERE WERE U BORN?
In the hospital

44. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
None i guess..

45. what are u thinking of now?
Dota. = / ..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Home Sweet Home.

2009-03-15T01:10:00.000-07:00

Well.. It was fun.

It was really fun, playing xbox360 from 8-11pm then fishing from to 11-3am+ only to sleep at 3.30am and wake up at 7am.. Hahax.. days were fun.. But then... she came... with her friends.. sigh.. she seems so happy.. without me.. laughing about, hanging about...

Too bad, no guitar hero.. But, theres the Guitar! Dominic was playing alot of nice songs that we all sang along to. His really good... Played songs like History, Toquila ( hehe i like this ), Also a Freaking Nice Song called River flow in you. Really nice and soft. Haha... Xbox was great, Gears Of War 2 and Halo 3. Fifa too, with Soul Caliber 4. i think.. We also played a nice game called "Murderer". Nice nice nice. being the killer is the BEST~.

Dreams..

2009-03-12T06:01:00.000-07:00

Or do they?

Hahax.

Today i had a really interesting Mother Tougue "lesson", outside the General Office that is. But still, we were talking about dreams. Embarrassing, happy and scary dreams really nice. If only everyday we had something to talk about and have so much fun and no restrictions even when we are talking about... Yea. Those stuffs around a girl. = /. Haha.

Chem.. Pract again. Fun~. haha. Burning here and there, mixing of liquids, breaking of test-tubes here there= /.

Well, tomorrow im going for a chalet at Changi. Planned activity, fishing, cycling, BBQ, guitar and Guitar HERO! Yea.. will be gone for 4 days.

Going off liao~ A double click revels all..

Why cant anyone see the torrents inside of me.

2009-03-09T02:40:00.000-07:00

My Life Source.. Dissipating... Into Abyss

Well, i cant add my song yet but i found a song to accompany my feelings. Had a better one but forgot its name = /. But this works fine. Songs also from Guitar Hero. Whoah Ho~. Class Chalet coming up. Gutiar Heros comming along. Playing till dawn! YEA~! Thus.., will be away and uncontact-able or juz late replys for friday, saturday, sunday and monday. = /.

Living On A Prayer - Bon Jovi

Once upon a time
Not so long ago

Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
He's down on his luck...
it's tough, so tough

Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man,
she brings home her pay
For love - for love

She says:
We've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

Ohhh,We're half way there
Whoooah,
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear

Whoah Ho
Livin' on a prayer
Tommy got his six string in hock
Now he's holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough,
mmmm it's tough

Gina dreams of running away
She cries in the night
Tommy whispers:
Baby it's okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

Ohhhh, We're half way there
Whoooah,Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Ohhhh,Livin' on a prayer

Ooooo, We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when it's all that you've got
We're half way there
Whooa,Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Whoooah, Livin' on a prayer

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sigh.. Well.. Im not sure if thats for me but then... Why? why is it like this? Am i that fated to start from scratch for love? Like u said. U too are my closest friend. U are the only one that i truly trust with all my heart. I have actually lost most my feelings for girls since my breakup with her... I dont think there would any one that would accept me for who i am.. I am so helpless that i cant even suppress anyone in anything... My subject are average, even my best subject, Dnt, beaten by Samuel.. Rmb? the guy that followed my that day on Total Def day?
I am losing Faith. Is there really a need for me to enter the adult society? Im i gonna even change it with my coming? Maybe i should give up? WHY CANT SOME FREAKING GOD-DAMN HELP ME?.. Fuck.
Well... Schools average, jokes again. Really bored in life... Sigh... .

Sick...

2009-03-04T20:38:00.000-08:00

Yeas~ im Sick!

Playing games.. Reading Book... YeS! SICK AT LAST!

Copy From here down and fill it out and repost! Its funny what you get!

dear (someone you with whom you have recently spoken),dear Emily,
I don't really know how to tell you this,(1) I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4)(5) . I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),
(Your name)

1) What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black - Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're mean
Other -I dislike your eyelashes.

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my ass
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear.

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat- With George Bush and Stephen Harper.

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other --The elephant in the corner.

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Sexy
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Annat -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montanna underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my ass as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself.

My Letter.
Dear Emily,
I don't really know how to tell you this, you're mean. I think I realized it when your dog humped my leg under the bus and i saw u sit on my salt-beef bucket. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how awful u are. I am returning youo love letters to me, but i will keep your credit cards as a memory.You should also know that I am better off without you and your Cucumber-fetishism is weird.

Go milk a cow,
ZhengHan.
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Wow..Cool.

Games~ =P

2009-02-28T06:56:00.000-08:00

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Everyone has to do the same thing.
4. Have Fun!!!

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
~ Ignore it = /.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room.
~ Come on Sing Along~!

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
~ Hello. Whats up? Everything Ok?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
~ They can like which ever band they like, its my choice.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
~ Pick myself up?

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
~ Copy?

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
~ Make sure i dun get too close.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
~ Get the spare underpants?

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
~ Either i do another quiz or change my ways.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
~ Of course! At least they remebered.

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
~ How i wish if they could read my mind and buy " whatever i wanted then".

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
~ Er.. Try to look obehind to make sure shes looking at me = / .

Bored. So i posted that = /. haha quite a few more =/ goodnightz. And thanks again for the book Tricia. =)

~

2009-02-26T01:18:00.000-08:00

Neko~

Well.. still looking for a nice song for my blog = / ..
Nothing happened much.... Common Test ending soon, Tomorrow got A-maths after school... and Dnt remedial... and a Football Inter-class... and a DoTa game to attend... = /.. Wow... Great..

Well, here to have fun.. =P ...

Instructions
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box,
and write the FIRST definition it gives you.
You're going to find some pretty funny results.
Try not to take offense to some of them!

[1] Your First Name: Loh.

-A russian term meanning idiot. ( Wow..... Great... )

[2] Your Last Name: Han

-A dynasty of ancient China.. ( Known... = / But i like the 3rd one! )
-the most amazing last name ever ( Yea~! lol )

[3] Your Birth Month: Nov

-The best month of the year! Snow, getting ready for Christmas, celebrating thanksgiving & havin thanksgiving break!

[4] Your Age: 17.

-The right age to start having sex, according to Chef on South Park ( Er... Yay? )

[5] Your Birthplace: Singapore.

-5 types of climate: hot, very hot, damn its freakin' hot, wow look roast human char siew all over the streets!, otherwise.
-4 common interest among all typical Singaporeans: Food, glorious food! Shopping, Welcome to the Great Singapore Sale! Toto/4D, come Saturday Sunday.. will I win? (bai liu li bai hui bu hui kai)
-Education - "Boy AH! u finish tuition homework liao or not! Later got piano lesson! AIYO! Your spelling learn already anot?!"
-3 MRT lines: North South line, East West line, North East line 2 hours(approx): is needed to travel from one end to another end of Singapore.
-1 common language: Singlish "See liao lah... What you want?" "SCUSE" ( HAHA! SCUSE~! )

[6] Your Current Location: Home.

-In relationships, "getting home" is to have sex with the other person. (as an analogy of beisball, the different steps from kissing to actually having sex, have been compared to getting 1st,2nd 3rd base, and finally "getting home") ( Woow.. )

[7] Your Favorite Number: 0?

-A number donating nothingness, the absence of anything at all. ( Yea~ )

[8] Your Favorite Color: Orange

-The colour which vain assholes turn after a session in the tanning salon; Often confused with Hepatitis. ( Lol? )

[9] Your Favorite Movie: Love Guru

-Obviously this refers to people who have some spiritual love knowledge going on. Recently, the Guru Pitka became popular since his first film "the love guru". He had successfully fixed Kanye West's relationship and made a contribute to screw Justin Timberlake. ( Ok.... )

[10] Your Closest Friends: Samuel , Augustin , Tricia.

-Samuel-
A guy who is really sweet and amazing. ( wow.? )

-Augustin-
Nvm... Freaking long story about at. Augustin ==.

-Tricia-
An amazing girl, who has great qualities and features. ( SEE! Read it twice or trice. MAKE SURE U READ THAT TRICIA)

[11] The Last Person You Talked To (Who Isn't Already Mentioned): = /.. Err.. Jonathan

-Very nice person, warm and welcoming. ( BULL! some s*x manic he his thats for sure )

[12] Your nickname: ..? Zheng?

-(V, Chinese; "jung") To own oneself with extraordinary vigor, esp. to incur spectacular and lasting injuries; to painfully fail ( ... sigh... ==)

Well, im going off for tuition already. Gotta eat 1st.
Btw, my msn is spoiled, cant re-install, cant copy and paste in my desktop. i tried everything. Will fix it ASAP. ANDDD.....

　／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､｡７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ~I love kitties~!

B-ball

2009-02-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

Well well.. just came home...

Well.. Nothing happened much these days, except today, after school, we were playing.. from 2.15-3.30. In the rain.. well, i hope i get sick. its been forever since i was sick = /.

Back.

2009-02-16T00:31:00.000-08:00

Still addicted to guitar hero. So this is my guitar hero.

Some Guitar Hero Songs i like =P.

Rebel Yell by Bill Idol

The kill by 30 Seconds to mars.

And still others like misery business, monsoon, etc. But my favourite,

La Bamba.. Hahax.

School's average, Playing back maple. I leveled up to 145 already. All hail me, ahem.. 1. 4. 5. Unfortuatly some people will not be at the places that i level up =D. Hahax.

On last note,
　／l、
ﾞ（ﾟ､｡７
　l、ﾞ ~ヽ
　じしf_, )ノ
~I love kitties~!

Stop, Drop, Roll~

2009-02-11T05:59:00.000-08:00

Well... Nothing much to post, other than i got to do a presentation and that i have been addicted to guitar hero world tour = /. lol the pic above is like how i play guitar hero, i like playing the guitar, the singer and im playing a female chac = P.

Hahax.

Dammit - Blink 182 - Blink 182

School Days

2009-02-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

Life Sucks Eh? Lol

School is getting more and more interesting.. Hahax. I can clear almost every part of the bouldering rock-wall. =P. XingYong is now bringing a basketball to school most of the days. Looks like theres something to do other than come back home and Rot.! lolx..

Life at home is boring... Staying in school and hanging about with my friends are alot better..

Hmm.. And Tricia, dun be sad. Enjoy Life to it fullest. What will happen will happen and what has happen has happened.

LNY~

2009-01-27T05:57:00.000-08:00

Day 1.. My Shirt.. Plain eh?

Day 2.. My other shirt i bought. Together with my pants.

Lunar New Year... Bought a Shirt, a T-shirt and a pants.. Alot of visits here and there, today had to visit my mom's childhood friend. Her daughter is a NTU student, learning veterinary... Her canary bit a hole in my finger! God it hurts...

Nothing much though... So bored.... Finished watching almost every of the nice animes... Looking for animes with genres consisting of ; Comedy, Romance, Slapstick, Slice of life, Harem and mabe abit of Ecchi here and there.. = /.

~?~

2009-01-22T04:35:00.000-08:00

New Update~! Yay~..

Golden Darkness.

Bored...

School is starting to get boring... Lessons are getting more intense. Nothing much happened.. Usually playing Dissidia Final Fantasy in the morning and during Mother Tongue classes... At home, watch anime all day till my mom comes home...

Recently just watched finish Clannad After Story, till the next one comes out that is... Now watching To Love-Ru. Nice anime, i guess...

Well, i have to continue with my DnT project. Dont have all day to think of something... Ja ne. lol. like jane.

One Gone.

2009-01-17T06:53:00.000-08:00

Bryon flew to New Zealand today. Went over to his hse yesterday and slept over. It was a Psp frenzy as me, Bryon, Ronald,Samuel and Augustin played Final Fantasy the whole night. I fell asleep soon after around 2... Together with ron... Lol... Aug went home at 3. lol he took a taxi back. hahax.

Today, we continued playing psp. played till Ron and Dominic came and had lunch with Bryon's parents. So 5 of us were squeezing at the back of the car lolx. Went to gelyang to eat duck. Very nice. and filling too. Xing Yong came soon after and started playing dota. As usual, his the a-hole that makes all the other team leave...

At the airport, his cousin was there with his grand dad. We had dinner and took pictures. I will upload them next post. We had lots of fun and jokes. After that, Ron, Dom and Karlo Left and Me, Xing Yong and Sam Waited for his father. He was coming back from Shang hai, a business trip. Haha... Late at night and going to sleep already~...

O-lvls..

2009-01-12T05:22:00.000-08:00

Well.. Looks like my song fits the mood eh? O-level was tough yea i was there... for the maths paper..

Even my school didnt meet much of the national standards.. hahax.. I got a B3 for my maths AND A PASS! for Clb. =X.. I need to get a A grade... Darn! Song is nice..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Songs Collide ~ Howie Day.

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow findYou and I collide

don't stop here.
I've lost my place,
I'm close behind.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yea eh? Even the best fall down.. Song fits alot of parts hahax.

Not a very good year for quite alot of people... orh well...

Short.

2009-01-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

Please?... Come on, u cant say no to the eyes... U KNOW IT..

Hmm... Ravens are croaking.. Got to post b4 they start bitting me.. =/

Recently... Nothing much happened in sec5.. I like my english group... Chem pratical is starting next term.. My chinese class is my free period together with quite a number of my classmates in class.

Tomorrow, im going for an open-house at Singapore poly... My frens said republic poly sucks... orh well... my cousin meeting me on friday for a tour in temaske poly... And a free ride home!.. i hope we can get home in one piece =X.

Im still watching anime~~ =P.. watching gakuen-alice now.. finsihing it soon. Facebook superpoker... Hehe.. SuperPoke! 1463 more friend(s) to level up! Im at SuperPoke Bliss!.. Wow...

Back! from shang hai

2008-12-31T14:29:00.000-08:00

Hahax.. when u all were counting down to 2009, it was also a count down for my flight to take off.. Lol...

Well, im not going to the details of my trip as it would be too long and i proberbly forgotten many events.. ><. But i can tell what happened 22hours ago...

-Forgotten- I went for a haircut, and had breakfast. Shang hai food is cheap. Something Singaporeans would love. A big bowl of rice, with a topping of meat and bamboo. At
¥8, which u count back to s$, would be s$1.60. Had a haircut then and went back to help my aunt with her shipment. Lots of things to unpack.. Watched 3 movies after that on HBO and then off to the airport. Nothing much happened other than a number of the female staffs are staring at crocky.. An IKEA stuffed crocodile.. lol.. Nothing much happened then.. Other than im BACK HOME with my soft bed which i cant seem to fall asleep and decided to post this. = /.

New Song"s for the New Year.
(Kevin Rudolf)
I see your dirty face hide behind your collar.
What is done in vain, truth is hard to swallow.
So you pray to God to justify the way
you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie.

And you take your time.
And you do your crime.
Well you made your bed.
I'm in mine.

Because when I arrive,
I-I bring the fire.
Make you come alive,
I can take you higher.
What this is?
Forgot?
I must now remind you.
Let it rock, let it rock, let it rock.

Now the son's disgraced, he who knew his father.
When he cursed his name, turned and chased the dollar.
But it broke his heart so he stuck his middle fingerto the world,
to the world, to the world.

And you take your time.
And you stand in line
where you'll get what's yours,
I got mine.

Because when I arrive,
I-I bring the fire.
Make you come alive,
I can take you higher.
What this is?
Forgot?
I must now remind you.
Let it rock, let it rock, let it rock.

(Lil' Wayne)
Yeah!Wayne's World.
Planet Rock.
Panties drop,
and the tops.
And she gon' rock 'til the camera stop.
I sing about angels like Angela.
(Rock)And Pamela.
(Rock)And Samantha.
(Rock)And Amanda.
And Tamara.
M�nage � moi, oh.
In here like, "Bitch, what's up?"
Me-chanic me,
I can fix ya up.
I can dick ya up,
I can dick ya down.
Shorty we can go where ever
,just pick a town.
And my jewelry is louder than the engine sound
.Big ass rocks like on the ground,
Dirty like sex that's on the ground.Weezy.

(Kevin Rudolf)
Because when I arrive,
I-I bring the fire.
Make you come alive,
I can take you higher.
What this is?
Forgot?
I must now remind you.
Let it rock, let it rock, let it rock.

Because when I arrive,I-I bring the fire.
Make you come alive,
I can take you higher.
What this is?
Forgot?
I must now remind you.
Let it rock, let it rock, let it rock.
Just let it rock (rock, rock)
Let it rock.
Let it rock.

(Lil' Wayne)
I'm back like I forgot somethin'
,I'm somethin'.
Roll and rock rubbin' rap, runnin'
miles like just tryin' to get a flat stomach.
Like Wayne a personal trainer.
My aim is perfect, I bang ya,
period, like the remainder.

(Kevin Rudolf)
I wish I could be as cruel as you.
I wish I could say the things you do.
But I can't and I won't live a lie.
No, not this time.

So bored... Arh.. Happy 牛 Year! =D

2008-12-23T05:41:00.000-08:00

I will not be contactable this few days as in 7hrs 20mins i will not be at home.
I will be off to shang hai till 1/1/2009. =)

Goodbye... =(

2008-12-22T03:40:00.000-08:00

Hmm... The day after tomorrow, will be my last day in Singapore for this year.. = (.. I was told in my dream that i would die on the 24th... Im so freaked out... T_T.. And... then.... also.. for those whom actually believed me, lol? I guess u dont know me enoff what kind of friend are u?.. Lolx.

Well, yesterday i went to samuel's hse in the afternoon. Played combat arms till about 2? yea and went to whitesands for our needs. For me, a book to borrow and for sam, buying a book. We went to the library straight, and got my 2 books in 15mins... And saw Lu Auo~! lol, China classmate. He was busy smsing, so i accompanied him and his sister for 5mins and left to buy samuel's book..... Which we didnt buy in the end ==.

Samuel asked if i could go bryon's hse for a sleepover and we agreed. Sam came over to my hse cause bryon was not at home then. So he followed my family for dinner.

At bryon hse, we played Soul Calibur 4. Made a few nice chac, and played till dawn. I played with samuel will about 4 and he slept. I contiuned playing till 5.30-6 when sam woke up and took over me. Slept till 10. After that, around the afternoon, before i came home, i played Left 4 Dead with Ronald and Matt. = / For a first timmer i was not bad. hahax.

And Im really going off soon... 24th dec, im going to Shang Hai. With my cousin.. My trip will be from 24/12/2008 to 1/1/2009... So... =D An Early, Happy New Year! Dont miss me too much =)

And Yes... Almost forgot.. Had to rip from Tricia's Source
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---Rules---
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!
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+ I dont really like socialising. = / Shy...
+ I dont really like my family... Boring ==
+ Im bored at home... Nothing but gaming...
+ I Dont really like this quiz... So many facts...
+ I like girls.. I dont think there needs to be any reasoning...
+ I like cats.. Furry =D
+ I got 6 points for my N-lvls.
+ I like biting my nail..

+ I think my bro is a moron...

+ I wish for world peace.. Like real..

Ten people...
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Hello? Read 1st Fact. Pass~ .. Goodnights Everyone...

Arh.... Too Tired to update last nights events.

2008-12-18T18:20:00.004-08:00

Went out, missed every single possible buses to Tamp Inter.... lol... Next bus was 28.. it will reach tamp but it will take dam long... 18... Long enoff but who cares, im almost late.. lol... On my way there, Xingyong called.. Mr. 3pointer called and i stop off at 201 to meet him.

We met up and walked to Tamp inter.. Ronald called, they were impatient. They left first. We met them up later.. But somehow we were there first..... oO. lol.. Waited for Mr. Boxers to come. A crazy line from a call to him. "Are u sure 28 got come here mar?" "Dunno.." lol... Augustin... Waited for him about 45min...

There at the MRT Station, Xingyong and i madde fun of bryon. He was wearing a cardi and i joked saying Ronald and Bryon std. LOL. That went on for the whole day.... =P.

Overall, i was not very interesting but, i did have fun making jokes about bryon =P.

Another Mile-stone..

2008-12-18T00:43:00.000-08:00

Well... "N'-levels are out.. Yay... The form teachers looked serious and as if i did badly... Well... I did not do that well... Not really what i expected....

- English Language Sylla A - -3-
- Combined Humanities - -4-
- Additional Mathematics - -2-
- Mathematics Syll A - -2-
-Science (Phy/Chem) - -4-
-Desgin & Technology - -2-

Haha... sad... no A1s.... =(

Orh well... Going out for an ice-cream party. Coming to update the night's party.

Im.. Back..

2008-12-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

Im BACK! lol...

Posting once again... Doing something though.. Doing a quiz from Tricia... Problem is... U cant copy and paste from her blog.. Got to rip from her source. Btw the results for 'N' levels are out on 18dec. In your own school 2pm. As stated http://www.moe.gov.sg/media/press/2008/12/release-of-normal-academic-and.php.

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RULE #1 People who i have tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

RULE #3 Do not copy others answer.

RULE #4 Follow the rules above.
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1.How would you like a person to confess his/her feelings to you?
Er... Anyway she likes, i dont mind. Im open-minded.

2.Will you fall in love with a boy/girl the is younger then you?
Why not..?

3.How long do you intend to spend your life with your lover?
The rest of my life...

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?
Use half of it to spend a holiday with some one special and use the rest to invest in something else.

5.Will you fall in love with your best friend?
If my best friend is a guy, No.. If not, maybe..

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone else.

7.What do you like the most?
Being happy..

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm.. Sit around and be of help.. thats the next closest thing u can do..

9.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
No......

10.What makes you sad?
Being alone..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
I wish i could...

12.Who is currently important to you?
Hmm... -blank-

13.Do you like yr name?
Er... No?

14.Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
That would depend.. If being married with someone i love and that she loves me just as much, i rather be poor.

15.What is your favourite colour?
Orange for now, used to be black.

16.If you are attached,but someone lykes you and wants to be ur boyfren, wat would you do?
I think u mean girlfren. I will reject her, unless the current relationship is not good.

17. How would you like a guy to propose to you?
.... i would prefer no one proposes to me? ..

18.What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I like you? lol...

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
Friends. U can have more friends than lovers. loll..

20.What will you do if your boyfriend cheated on you?
Girlfren u mean. Er... Ask for her reason?.. Everyone has their reason..

21.5 people that have to do this SURVEY!
Sigh... i hate this part... Everyone =P.
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Man.... I cant wait for my trip to ShangHai.. I cant wait to miss Singapore...

..... Bored..

2008-12-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

Well... Dumb thing happens.. During school, u cant wait for the hoildays and during the hoildays, u wish school would start soon. Well for me that is... Arh yes. The cats from School Rumble, Yakumo's owner. Just realising that my life coincides with school rumble. In which... I would be Harima, She would be Tenma.... Sigh..

No more cabal now =D, on to Combat Arms. FPS game. Frames Per Second Game... Quite interesting.. Samuel is playing with me.. We are not gonna introduce this game to any of our frens yet. =P Gonna get to some freaking high ranked officer with those nice single bar with that black background.. Arh... Bored... Its First Person Shooter Games juz for your info for those whom believed me in frames per seconds.

Song's Your Beautiful By James Blunt.. Just My Reflection On This 1-sided love = /
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My life is brilliant

My life is brilliant, my love is pure
I saw an angel of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that'
Cause I've got a plan

You're beautiful, you're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do'
Cause I'll never be with you

Yes, she caught my eye
As we walked on by
She could see from my face that
I was flying high
And I don't think that I'll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last 'till the end

You're beautiful, you're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do'
Cause I'll never be with you

La la la la la la la la la

You're beautiful you're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But it's time to face the truth
I will never be with you

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If you have seen the words just keep it a secret.. Well.. Even if its you..

Uh..huh...

2008-12-06T22:33:00.000-08:00

Winter is Here~!.. Got to suit up.

Didnt know some people were still reading my blog.. So i didnt bothered to update...lol. And YAY~! I can put COLOURS AGAIN! =D.

Well.. Good news and Bad news for me.
Bad News...
->Chaoscrusade Is Down!! They got caught and is held by the Intellectual Property Or Copyright Infringement Policy. Bakana! Got to go back to cabal already... Punching again...
Good News...
->Im going to shanghai on the eve of christmas. yay~.. it was like 5"C yesterday and like 0'C this morning.... If u think thats ok, imagine touching marble floors in the toliet to bath... GoodLuck. HaveFun.

Orh well.. Im not really exctied on this whole trip to shanghai... Dunno y.. I never get excited since.... primary school..... lol...
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Emotion. Reward $1,000.
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-We regret to inform you that the labals will be down until the issue with the received DMCA is cleared.We cannot give a time/date or even an estimation at this present point in time. (tricia's fault) = /

Roll backs.

2008-11-26T03:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i woke up at 10am. Bathed and left for bedok inter. Bought a paper on the way and waited in the corner for Wen Xi and Shu Jun. Soon they were here too and we waited for 196 i think. Traveled all the way to East Coast Park. Reached mac at 12. On time, ... but where are the rest? .... Well well... had to wait 1 hour till the next group arrives. Qui Rong, Yvonne, Song jie, You are Team number 2..! Lol. Still could rmb Yvonne easily.. Qui rong... i guess shes the one sitting next to me at 4D Pinching me till my skin got semi-immune to much. Song jie... Huh..?

We ended up renting a bike at $8 for the whole day. Farah... She came and we rented the bike. Hahax. Cant really rmb her.. but i will try to rmb.. she is a very nice person.. You can call her Malay Chinese, cause shes like Nazmi. Malay whom is interested in Chinese. Hahax..well only that she as been talking with us in Chinese since p5 lol. Cool eh? Too bad, she could only stay till 3... aww.... Just when i got comfortable chatting with her. Hahax. Orh well..

We cycled 4km to the end of East Coast Park, and off! TO CHANGI! Lol Freaking 9km there lol... Reach there, another 3-4km to changi village.. The girls went over to buy some drinks. While me and Song Jie sat under the bridge waiting for them..

Another estimated 17km back to meet Wilson. Well, he has changed alot though, taller, slimmer and not so happy-go-lucky anymore. Aww. Overall it was an interesting gathering all and all.
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Sigh... Screw the world economy.. What the hell is going on man... If Everything is going up. then make an agreement and lower everything! Y cant that be so hard?.. Like stated in the bible, god wanted to let us enjoy rite? What happened to it?

To Love and to receive Love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.

Er.. Heh..

2008-11-24T03:20:00.001-08:00

Im F~UKED... i dun even now what am i doing sometimes. Confused always.

Hmm.. Well.. i got to explain y i was missing yesterday and y i was un-contactable. Morning had to wake up at 6.45am. Bathed and off to my cousin hse. Went up to have breakfast and off again... to the second link.. Skipping Details... Summary, went for my cousin's wedding (malaysian). so not yet uncle.. still young. Visited a few other reletives and friends. Got to drive my father car =X. fun.. hehe..

But yesterday was screwed. At the checkpoint, the lane we took was dam slow.. On both singapore and malaysia checkpoint. On the way back, a singapore car if front had about 6-8 people inside and was slowly taking their time give their passport one-by-one... == Wtf rite?.... Sigh... more badluck.. Whats more till my time comes..?

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Today was soso... woke up at 9am. Played till about 11 when my cousin invited me to safra to the gym. It was quite a big and nice place.. Lucky me.. i havent bathed till then and bathed after the session. I like the toliet there, especially the shower.. It has Nice And Hot Water~! Haha... Went home about 1+. Dota-ed with XingYong, Ronald, Bryon and Julian. Played till 5 and finished watching Kenkou Zenrakei Suieibu Umish. Haha.. Nice but abit ecchi. Haha.. too bad for non-anime watchers..

New Song ~Leave Out All The Rest~ Lyrics...

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are
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Good humor is the health of the soul, sadness is its poison. And Im about to die from it.

Wondering Once Again...

2008-11-19T03:32:00.000-08:00

Orh well... dun really feel very myself these few days... Pondering about something...

On 17nov [my birthday] i woke up about 9am. Left for samuel hse. Played a dota ai map which he claims that their farming skills are around Xing Yong level.. Wow.. cool eh?.. Hahax... well.. after that, watched anime..Itazura na Kiss. a very nice, romantic, sad story about this girl having a crush on a guy.. Watchable on crunchyroll. Ha... maybe this is the reason for my weird behaviour these few days.. Thinking about it, i feel like one of them while everything is also happening to me... Sigh... A cut out from the show, i liked this part =P.

Aww.. Sweet eh?

We met up with Bryon at about 6.55 in TM. Had dinner there, cate cartel. Quite ex... Oh well.. went for a 7.45 movie. Madagascar 2. Well.. I was there juz for the penguins, u just got to love them... hahax.

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Well this whole update was because of this though.... lolx..

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own, 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.
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1> I dun get what rules 2, 3 and 4 mean.
2> Zhenghan
3> D.O.B. 17nov1992
4> Finally 16 = /
5> Always Postive! =)
6> Sometimes TOO postive, thus hurting myself and people around me...
7> Always been in the top class for the middle streams.
8> Shy...
9> Always had been feeling alone..
10> Habit of acting first and regretting later..

Well thats it.. I HOPE "SOME" People Are HAPPY~ =)
then... sigh im going off.

My Wish Is That IF you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you.. = /.

^-^

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a nice story

Sickk.

Urghhhh....

Urghhhh....

hmm.

Sickk.

Heh..

misused.

Bored....

Good days

= /

orh

B-day celebration

hello.

Days.

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School.

Home Sweet Home.

Dreams..

Why cant anyone see the torrents inside of me.

Sick...

Games~ =P

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B-ball

Back.

Stop, Drop, Roll~

School Days

LNY~

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One Gone.

O-lvls..

Short.

Back! from shang hai

Goodbye... =(

Arh.... Too Tired to update last nights events.

Another Mile-stone..

Im.. Back..

..... Bored..

Uh..huh...

Roll backs.

Er.. Heh..

Wondering Once Again...

~?~